Tinta Biru

What do you think of when you read a book ,? And the longer you have gone through many chapters. Until the moment you realize you are in the last chapters ,? And you know that every story must have an end. Dan aku selalu berharap setiap ending tidak akan berkisah sedih atau meninggalkan jejak luka, terkecuali jejak hujan karena jejak hujan menghadirkan berjuta sajak puisi yang menyenangkan, sedangkan jejak luka? dampaknya bikin baper berbulan-bulan.  Namun setiap cerita selalu mengikuti arus bukan,? dan bagaimanapun ending cerita tersebut, sudah menjadi ketetapan dari penulis dan karakter yang telah berhasil ia hidupkan,  pppfftthhh,There are memories that suddenly touch my heart and I want to cry for it. And I'm very confused why it feels so painful when I remember him,? Ahhh ya sudahlah, hidup ini akan terus berjalan. Dan kenapa harus takut kehilangan,? Sebab apa yang di miliki hari ini hanyalah sebuah titipan yang kapanpun akan di ambil kembali oleh yang Maha pemilik seg...

  I want to say 100% honest tonight, that I'm unhappy. However, I want to write this on my own blogg. I feel so bad tonight, very bad from the nights before. I don't know if this is a broken heart ,? absolutely you know, love can bring happiness, sometimes love can also be the most be cruel heart killer. And I already feel both, and I didn't want to feel it again. With all the pain I feel tonight, I locked the door of my heart. But I asked myself, am I being too stupid ,?   After the painful events, I really need the embrace of my true love, yeah true love, I strongly believe, I have true love. And that love will come and will hug me. If God allows me to embrace him tonight, for tonight. "Honey, I need your hugs, can you come right now, come to me baby. i needed you more."  Aku tidak tahu lagi apa yang harus aku lakukan. I feels too alone, sekalipun aku ada di tengah keramaian, aku selalu merasa sendiri. Ada yang hampa dalam hatiku. Aku ingin seseorang h...